The anti-depressants he had me on were just making me apathetic and more depressed.
Let's hope the new ones work better.
I've had a rough couple of weeks. Bad body image days, anxiety at school (weird o_O), and just lack of motivation. I just sleep all day and neglect my studies. I know I shouldn't but I just can't muster up the effort/energy to do anything anymore.
My Psychiatrist says its probably a side effect of the anti-depressants so hopefully they will subside.
Another bad thing I started up again is laxatives... ugh I am really upset with myself at the moment.
I've been engaging in ED behavior several times the past couple of weeks and have been gaining weight.
I haven't seen my weight since October but I know its high... Well... not high but higher than I would like...
AHHHH I want to go back to normal... :(
=(, don't give up..
ReplyDeletei'll think good thoughts for you :)