Coming clean.

Some of my closest friends and family members have known I have been suffering from bulimia for the better part of 3 years, but its time I make it public.  I don't want to hide behind this "I'm fine" mask any longer.

I have bulimia.  I hate it.  I never wanted it.  I never asked for it.  Don't judge me for it.

Its not like one day I just decided that it seemed like something cool to do.  Its just something I turned to out of desperation and depression.

I need help, I've gotten help, and currently I'm in a really good place in my life that I feel I can finally get my life back.

Sorry to disappoint some people.  Please don't start assuming thats how I lost my weight.  Even though I can care less about what people think regarding that issue.  Originally the weight did come off with better eating habits and healthy exercise.  But when that wasn't enough, ED (what I will be referring to for bulimia) seemed like a quicker fix.

Now its just a part of my life.  It no longer serves the purpose it once did.  Its just habitual.

I AM VERY PROUD TO ANNOUNCE I HAVE BEEN PURGE FREE SINCE WEDNESDAY!

Oh I am so excited.  I still "binge", if you want to call snacking on junk food that, but nothing compared to where I was doing this time last year.

Everyones support is welcomed and prayers are needed!

Until next time!